October 29, 2011

• Hello my name is Reyna (who I really am)

   

  With all this about people being fake or not knowing who is who, made me really think about people who pretend. I don't know about people and I don't really question them especially on a blog. What they right is their prerogative and if they want to be unknown that is fine but what happens when people get close? I know people and they can embellish or lie or not even write about what is going on for real,it's all about the story and a reaction. Everybody is different and expresses themselves differently. 

  I guess you all get the benefit of the doubt whether you are who you claim to be or not, I'm not one to say. We all live so far away. And I don' expect you to actually believe everything I write here but I am a pretty honest person and what I write is how I feel or see the subject at a time.  There is only one person who really knows me IRL @snoog420 and if you know our story and how it happened, you've know why ... very interesting!!  

  There are a few people I have trusted with my number like 4 people other than snoog420 have my number. But, I've also have had the opportunity to chat and talk to many of you. I don't usually tell people to find me or add me to fb since I consider it very personal and if you're there then I've trust you to an extent. So lucky who have my # and who I've added to Fb? 

  So, My name is Reyna E. F. 

  I am the eldest of 4. I am a single mother with a BA in Music. I play clarinet. I teach clarinet lessons. My son is 5 I had him in between semesters my junior year of college. graduated in 4  years. I went to the University of Redlands. I've been in love possibly 2 times in my life. I'm easy to talk to, texting and chatting, it's a bit harder to talk to or see face to face at times. I struggled with being embarrassingly shy my whole life. Snapping out of it slowly but my persona  when I chat and when you meet me at first can be a bit of a shock. Its not that I'm pretending because how I write and how I am is actually how I've always felt to be... but I'm far too introverted to actually be able to articulate. You can't tell that introversion by the way I speak then again I feel I have less to hide you're all strangers.  

  I was talking to @cucumber_melonhead and I was telling him about the discrepancies in my personally, lol. The best way to describe the personally for some of you is pretty much like if I had a couple of margaritas... relaxed and comfortable. I haven't drank in ages but I really only socialize with a few friends. And they think I always make them argue, it's my peaceful ways. I'm rather passive. I'm not a fighter but can disagree.Oh and I will argue. I'm nice but I wont stand it if I don't like it. I don't know how I bring the bad out of people  but oh well   

  I've actually spoken to Krisko well we've skyped in the  he knows how hard it is for me. It's hard to describe but I know it. 

  There's quite a few people who know me a bit the hot head and the nice sweet like Ray or Lynn, Krisko, Josh, Johnson, Ritzy, and so many other really nice people who have impacted me. ... I didn't mention everybody or close to and I'm sorry. I know who you are and your names escape me sometimes, bad short term memory . But, those who I have spoken to know a little of me

  All I have to say is I'm as real as I can be. Nothing I've ever written here has been a lie or at least it's been how I've felt. Feel free to talk to me if you want. I sometimes don't mind. 

  All my pictures are really me and my son's and they match what I've had in all my accounts (online) only have one xanga. 

  Ok, enough of me... 

  oh and one thing. For some reason that I don't quite get: people or guys sometimes call me sexy and sometimes it makes me insecure and I don't know why... Well there you have it

   

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