September 11, 2011
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My eyes
Yes, I kind of whine and dream and everything in between …
My eyes… To me, besides my son, they’re the only thing I like….
not that I’m falling apart because suddenly something new happens but they happen to be weird because I’m not use to things acting up…
Anyways, My eyes…
for a couple weeks at least when I would wear eye liner or so I think (because I haven’t tried just wearing mascara to see if that happens) but they suddenly become to produce a thicker liquid and some stuff in it so I’m constantly trying to put eye drops and clean my eyes …
They’re very irritable… So I went a couple of weeks without any make-up. I usually try not to not wear make-up but I did try my best to not try and make it seem like I’m trying to be haggard on purpose…
I know the rule is that we’re suppose to try regardless because then we look sloppy or something like that is the shpiel I hear boys or guys or men talk about women…. to either make us be more self-conscious or because they’re so perfect themselves…
My eyes are blood shot red… my eyes are irritated
unlike when my kidneys hurt my eyes actually worry me… if this persists I will have to go to an eye doctor or something.
I don’t quite remember when but after high school and beginning of college I did use a little bit of glasses it wasn’t too bad though. I just could see the street names when i was driving the lights were a blur but I know I could see fine well it was annoying so my right eye was -.50 and my left -.25 so not too bad but taking vitamins I got back to 20/20 and I seen my glasses here and there and have used them when my eyes are tired but at first after a while were too strong. I don’t think I need glasses but my eyes have been worn now… They’re exhausted and I can’t explain why. For a while I thought it was because I was using the internet a lot so I’ve minimized a lot in the last month and a half. In fact I I think I’ve even pushed people away because lately I wont really talk to anyone… I use to be a little social online but I’m not anymore I just wont log on to chats… :/ I’ve gotten more involved with my family at home but a lot to myself still.
My mom has been telling me that I look more pale and that she just sees me tired… I don’t know what to say. Sometimes I’m just tired so I tell her and she just says, “I know!” She use to blame the computer but I’m less on it.
<End of meaningless rant>
Comments (8)
Everyone else in my family, my parents and three older sisters, aunt’s, uncles and many cousins, wear glasses…except me. I’m thankful for the good decent vision I have…so far.
@bluepillorredpill - That is. You’re very fortunate.
My mom’s eyesight started going down hill a few years back… she uses glasses now. They discovered a meningioma in the ocipital part of her brain so she now has blind spots where the tumor severed her nerve. My dad has recently started using some glasses too… no one in out family really uses glasses. My eyes have just been acting weird… I’ve been a little sick, maybe that’s all…
The eyes are the mirror of the soul. I can see your calmness, your fire, your tristesse and your joy, depending on what you are experiencing.
You do have beautiful eyes, but I think you are a lovely person anyway–in looks and personality. I hope (and pray) your eyes are better soon.
Oh man, that top photo is irresistible.
@RighteousBruin - Yes they truly are… my eyes are actually the most honest. i could never lie with them, never… They’re too obvious.
@stephensmustang - Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m hoping they will. I’m been a little sick for over a week now maybe it will all go away all together… I hope but for the time being no make-up
@TheTheologiansCafe - It’s one of my favorites actually. It’s simple and nothing to it. Thanks!
that has happened to me to… so i had to change eye liner brand and still do so every two or so months… and try for no make up… :/ good luck on that though hopes its nothing.
@Snoog420 - Since I’m not wearing anything I’ve been fine right now. Well one eyes is still a little red. I’ve always worn the same brands and these are all new so I don’t understand. It’s never happened before. :/