August 15, 2011
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Work
So I kind of work... and well last year I didn't get paid because I didn't have money to finish what I had to do which were expenses the program I work for said they were going to cover... Which obviously they didn't so I didn't and well it's my fault... but where do you get money when there is none and you're supposedly working towards getting paid, right...
So I paid for fingerprints last year which I was suppose to get reimbursed... I got them done in October of 2010... and I still haven't seen the money...there's a second part to it I just hope I don't have to repeat the finger prints because I'm already angry I didn't get paid last year...
I got this check on Wednesday... After 10 months plus waiting ...which is suppose to cover I guess my "volunteer work for both summers" don't get your hopes up it's also a reimbursement and suppose to pay for the other step...for the amazing amount of 300...This is when you kind of give up on the passion you once had in teaching... I can't even cash it because for some reason.... They put Rose on the check... I far as I've know the teacher, he's known me for 12 yrs. he didn't write it but there is no Rose in the organization... Now, I don't go back for a week or 2 and they still haven't complied with my demand for my minimum requirement of students...
Am I being picky? No...
I live and hour away and with gas prices... It's not worth. I live in the high desert. I've looked for jobs here... and negative... I love what I do, I hate the pay... If I could do that all day i would. But, I'm really losing hope there. I guess it's my fault. Who in the world majors in their passion and then a year after you find out there is no work.
I guess I should have thought this through because I went to college. *sigh* You never think that a dream just leads you to a debt hole... you think a dream leads you to marvelous things... Well I'm calling it, BS....
My dream backfired... and I have to look for another interest... so I can keep mu love of music and teaching as a hobby and not a job.
Here goes to finding something and probably hating it with a passion....
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You'll figure something out. Just stay patient, stay focused and keep priorities first.
Sometimes you have to change directions to get where you want to go... Who knows, you may be pleasantly surprised
@bluepillorredpill - Thank you!! I'm trying to be patient. It's just hard sometimes, you know? Yes, it''s my priorities which give me the need to stop dreaming and find stability.
@firetyger - Thanks! I hope so.
Be patient is difficult.Well, for me anyway. Praying it works out for you.
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